Ok. This place has been dead for too long. I’ve been lazy and I’ve been an idiot. So many things i thought I’d write, amazing ideas came and I forgot them eventually. I’ll start writing again.
This is just something I wrote so I can break that writer’s block which wasn’t really a ‘block’, I was just too lazy to write. I wrote it in five minutes so that I can just post something. Anything. To break the spell.
Bleeding fireflies.
I remember when I first saw a firefly,
naturally, I was amused
and curious, so I cut off its rear end
carefully, with a blade, to see if it still glowed,
but I don’t remember the results of that experiment anymore.
When it rained, I stayed at home,
thinking about sunshine,
and what I would do when I go out.
When the rain stopped,
it was too hot to play outside.
That was the time I learned that a spider,
can still crawl if you cut off two of its legs,
but not if you cut off three.
It was raining when you left me,
I took out a blade and cut myself,
into pieces, and learned
that no amount of physical pain can
take my mind off my broken heart.
My whole childhood was suddenly,
as simple as a Beatles song.
When blood oozed out of my skin,
I learned that I had learned, nothing,
nothing at all.
But if you gather enough fireflies,
I’m sure you can read a book in the dark,
or light up your life,
whichever you want.