It really is funny how long it lasted. This is the first time in my life i can truly, honestly say, “I couldn’t help it.”
I cannot.
Posted 14th Feb.
Edited 13th April 2008.

It really is funny how long it lasted. This is the first time in my life i can truly, honestly say, “I couldn’t help it.”
I cannot.
Posted 14th Feb.
Edited 13th April 2008.

It is around 12:39, midnight i mean. And cold as hell, if hell could be cold. I’m happy. I’m seriously happy tonight.
I’m i-have-no-idea-how-happy-i-am happy.
On the other hand, it is a great responsibility. I’ll have to work very hard from today. With everything.

Why do you try to hold,
A desert in your hand,
Squeeze it tightly or let it go,
It is just a little sand,
That will blow away with the wind,
Like your riches and your land,
What you have is all you need,
Don’t you understand?